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The thing is I don't love him and I can't even pretend in as much as he calls begging me to forgive him his past and accept him. The only problem I have is my parents. We are four girls and only one is married but is having issues with her husband.
Somehow they got involved and insist I marry him. There were threats from my dad to kill and disown me if I don't marry him. I thought of suicide but I finally accepted for peace to reign because the guy is not in Nigeria and will be back on December, according to him. to do traditional and white wedding before going back.
Early this year we went to prayer and I was told my husband is around the corner, that he is short with wealth that I should not ignore him.
Even wen we did family prayer,i was told my husband is outside and that before the year runs out, i will get married
My parents are desperate to have in-law. I told the guy to give me time to love him back as is not easy for me but he is persistent and it is depressing. I feel like killing myself or running away whenever I remember it
They said he is the right man for me but I don't love him.
On Sunday his people came to my house to officially make a statement. Due to fear of what my dad will do to me, i played along.
The man called and asked me if I was happy, and i told him I am just normal. He started crying because that is all he does whenever I sound cold, telling me to give accept him.
Sometimes he gets angry and tell me he isn't interested again, like he did last night.
Should I quit everything or should I wait from now to December to see if the love will come?
Don't mind the typos because I am not myself anymore